ILUSYON

Mga simpleng kwentuhan, simpleng tawanan at simpleng asaran.

Kamustahan at hindi-pagkakaintidihan. 

Nag-uusap palagi madalas umaabot ng hatinggabi.

Lahat ng iyon biglang nawala na parang bula datapwat may pangungulila.

Nagising sa katotohanan na ang mga nangyari ay panandalian lamang. 

Mga matatamis na salita ay tila naging mapait. 

Dapat nang kalimutan dahil lahat ng iyon ay ilusyon na nagmula sa isip.

Hindi mawari kung ano ang mali, kung ano ang dahilan at totoong nangyari.

Wala namang problema pero bigla niyang binura ang mga ala-alang na sanay pwede madagdagan.

Alam mong may limitasyon ngunit bakit binalewala?

Alam mong hindi pwede pero bakit umasa?

Alam mong imposible pero bakit nagbabakasali?

Ang mga narinig at nabasa mong salita ay hindi totoo!

Hindi mo masyado kilala ang tao pero bakit naging malapit ito sa loob mo?

Resulta lang ba siya ng pagkahumaling mo na may taong mag-aalala sayo?

Sana ay iyong tandaan at isa-isip na huwag magtiwala agad.

Huwag gawin ang mga bagay na alam mong walang kasiguraduhan dahil sa huli ikaw lang ang magsisisi.

Ang iyong nararamdaman ay pwedeng mag-iba sa personal kahit na pareho ang pinapakita.

Ang totoong pagkatao niya ay maaaring ibang-iba sa mga imaheng binuo ng iyong imahinasyon.

Ngayon ang tanong. Tama bang magkaroon ng damdamin sa hindi mo pa nakikita? 

PROSE POETRY

Hello guys!!! I know its been a long long long time since I posted here and now I'm back with my new output and this is a prose poetry so I hope you will like it :)

A STRANGER IN THE DARK

I.

She paints a ray of sunshine all over her face as if the world is better.

She is tough, fortuitous and contentious like there’s no other could hurt her. Everyone deem her as a fortunate person aside from one thing. None of them knew the true color of the sky. She needs to keep pretending being happy while having a sad soul in one body. And remain to the girl she wish that she could be.

II.

She’s tired embracing the feeling of euphoria. None of them knew that she’s stuck in the depths of the ocean. She stayed there dauntlessly but the waves of despair keep drowning her. The air is getting stuffy from all the delusions. She was wreathing by a great melancholy. Even though she’s surrounded with people by hearing their echoing footsteps, she feels alone, it felt like there is no one and their voices slowly fade away. Only the sound of its own footstep she could catch on.

III.

Wide eyed and wonder, how does everybody does it? Why she can’t. Her life is gloomy as her frizzled hair. Those tainted tears she had are result of her past. What lurks inside her tainted tears? Nevertheless she’s out in the forest, she’s halfway of asphalt jungle and surrounded by people, yet still on one’s own. She was filled with a wish to walk on a flowery path; instead she’s in a small blade of grass sprouting; despite the reason, she can’t flee. She was isolated with anxiety, somewhere she love to be, somewhere where she can avoid the needles. In a beautiful place, alone, to figure everything out.

IV.

One day she asked herself, “Why am I feeling this way? Can someone wake me from this dream? How I wish this isn’t real.”

Thinking about life, trying to find her purpose. The sky was colored dark but she should try to get rid of that darkness with an eraser.  She’s sitting down in a corner then a voice was suddenly discovered saying, “Everything will be okay, just keep on believing. Fix yourself up. Living in this world is chaotic but everything will be okay. Don’t leave yourself behind that mask.”

V.

“You are loved by many, there is always reasons why things happen. Just get up and fight. Don’t leave anyone behind and no matter what happen everything will be okay.”

The tender softness of the voice, a voice boomed with fellowship. Her stifled tears became visible, she felt the waves of relief rippling down from her spine, she didn’t know her feet having its mind by standing up fearlessly. The shadow of agony, little by little, finding its way out. Staring her face in her own reflection, she’s looking in her eyes without speaking, confessing the secrets that is hidden in her heart. Those steely eyes reflect her unflinching courage with a smile that outshines the noon day sun.

:) so how was it?? just comment down below what do you think about my prose poetry I would love to read it <3

Spoken Poetry

This post is about my spoken poetry in Filipino, sana po magustuhan niyo! comment down below your reactions :)

“Panandaliang Nararamdaman”

Isa, isang araw nakita kita sa paaralan, mga mata moy nagniningning, akoy biglang nabighani sa iyong kakisigan. Agad akong napangiti, tumigil ang mundo ko sa di malamang dahilan. Hindi ko makakalimutan ang unang araw na nakita kita,

parang ang saya saya ko, tila walang pinoproblema.

Dalawa, dalawang beses akong nagtataka, bakit kapag nariyan ka, para akong kinukuryente? Hindi mapakali kapag nakakasalubong ka. Alam kong ito’y paghanga lamang pero nang kalaunan na, mas naging interasado sa iyo,

pero baka ilusyon lang ang lahat ng ito.

Tatlo, tatlong segundo akong natulala sayo, mapupungay mong mata tila hindi ko mapigilan na sumigaw dahil ang mga matang iyon ay hindi ko inakalang nakatitig na rin pala sa akin. Sana ako’y mahulog sa bangin, dahil hindi ko mapantayan ang iyong mga titig na pati balahibo ko ay napatindig.

Apat, apat na pagkakataon na muntik na kitang makausap pero tila namimilipit ang itong aking dila at hindi makapagsalita. Natatakot ako na baka sa paglapit ko,

iyon din ang hakbang ng paglayo mo, gulong-gulo ang isip ko, nagbabaka-sakali ay na sana mapansin mo ang tulad ko?

Lima, limang buntong hininga , nang makita kang may kasamang iba, ika’y tuwang-tuwa, ito rin ang kasabay ng aking pagluha. Sa totoong dahilan walang dapat ikalungkot diba?Pero bakit ang hapdi? Sadyang pag-ngiti na lamang ang aking maisusukli.

Anim, anim na sampal ang nakuha ko, sampal ng realidad, na dapat matagal ko nang nakuha. Bakit pa kasi umasa?! Umasa ako sa wala ngunit nung ako ay handa ng kalimutan ka, bigla mong sinabi ang kataga “gusto kita” pero huli na, 

yung pagmamahal ko na dapat ay sa iyo ay napunta sa iba.

Reaction Post

Hey there bloggers! It's been a long months, to be exact it is been 4 months and now I have a reaction post here, actually it's from a performance task at my school and I decided to post it here, to share it with you guys. My teacher told us that were gonna do some reaction paper from a movie. A Thai movie, so without further adieu, here it is...

“The Billionaire aka Top Secret”

The movie was all about a 16 years old boy that wants to earn money using his own business instead going to school. He is Aithipat “Top Ittipat” Kulapongvanich. At a young age, he was an online game addict who was lucky to have a lot of money because of his hobby, Top gained 400,000 Baht monthly from playing online games until one day Serpak Terjangnya in cyberspace was discontinued and his account was deleted because it is illegal, then that is where the journey begins.

When he was 17, his family is trying to convince him to go back studying but he was willing to quit school and instead earned money from selling chestnuts for 2,000 Baht but it didn’t went successful. He turns 18 when his family went bankrupt and remained 40 million Baht in debt. Age 19, he released Tao Kae Noi seaweed, courtesy of his girlfriend that loves to eat a seaweed then he gets the idea that he wants to sell a seaweed more than 3,000 branches at 7 eleven.

Then it was the time that his business got to sale really big time. Top paid off the 40 million Baht debt and still lives in the old same house with his parents. At present there are 2,500 employees. He ships his seaweed to six thousand 7-eleven branches exporting to 27 countries around the world. He is the owner of the best selling seaweed in Thailand and he owns a seaweed farm at South Korea, at that achievement Top is only 26 years old businessman. The film ended with a scene that Top is in the airplane with his family and he’s playing a game in his laptop.

The movie was really an extraordinary story because you can really learn many things, lessons in life, on how to build a business and what is the most important reason on how did some persons became really successful. The writer did a great job in writing the story because it is such a roller coaster feeling, you will feel sad and at the same time amazement will be shown on your face.

The Billionaire, a movie that is fun to watch and reviving it is so different from the other Thai movies that I have seen, it is not a typical story but it hits the reality. The seaweed got me into curiosity if its really delicious. There is one thing that I want to find out and it actually motivates me to go watch further, about what are the secrets to attain success. Also the story was not confusing, it is well detailed, convincing and worth watching. The movie was breathtaking and inspiring that makes you want to imitate his strategies in gaining money and you can also find a lot of life advices about struggling in whatever situations.

The movie holds my interest in building a business. Surely every one of us wants to get rich, yet not everyone dares to succeed like Top.

We always say that going to school makes us tired but we don’t hear our parents complaining that they are tired to work in order to sustain our needs, so the movie taught us that no matter what happens we should not lose courage because when it comes to business it is always taking a risk and aside of business in what all situation we might encounter, we shall not be hopeless, learn to have perseverance and patience because like Nelson Mandela said “It is always seems impossible until it’s done.”

Never surrender and never say never, always take an action, everything has its right time and everything happens for a reason. We should really accept the fact that failure is present all the time because that will serves as our motivation and a lesson to be strong enough and to strive hard. We can achieve what we want in time.

Indeed, Education is the most momentous thing that we can acquire but the number one lesson in the movie that authentically strike into my mind is, even if you don’t have the education or you are not good in academics but if you have the fighting spirit and you are determined in what do you want to do, in no time we can always obtain those things. For me, our grades in school don’t define our salary in the future. A wise mind, good decision making, taking odd strategies and always believing in ourselves is all we need because hard work makes our dream work.

Empty Space Classroom

A four walls that I see everyday. It is more than just its stark simplicity or its apparent tarnishes. For these flaws depict genuine beauty and represents history.

It is filled with peacefulness and silence. The lone window high on the outside all allowed only one tiny gleam of light to pronounce the time of day. I can see rusty chairs, dirty white walls that held the cold inside the room as if it were collecting it.



 I can hear the solemnity and the absence of noise which reminds me of the past. The empty space of the room makes me feel at ease its like having contentment on life.

The harmonious sound of muteness is somewhat defeaning. Tranquility is trapped inside the four walls longing to get out. The tediousness destroyed the final remnants of longing to be alone.

The ambient light that shines through every now and then, brings out stories to be heard. It is regarded as an epitome to a milieu that builds morals and values.

Scraped with scribbles and splashed with a burst of calm color that reveals more than just a story to be told. Not a fairytale nor a sheer of fantasy, but a story of how it all started ---- a story of friendship.

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Hi there bloggers! Its been 3 months since I posted here, so there it is. Take me long enough because I've been very busy lately and I forgot that I have this blog thingy 😂

Its my descriptive writing, my work at school and decided to post it here to share it you guys. I'll accept any comments and reactions 😂

Have a great weekend ahead! God bless you all :)